Sunday, April 5, 2009

why can't i?


look at her, how pretty she is.
I just wanna be like her.
I wanna be pretty like her.
I love her cheeks.
She just so perfect in my eyes.
haih.
what a wonderful creature.
i wanna be like her!
why cant i?!
Megan Joy.
U r pretty.
Just like me.
ahah.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

hero (u shud try diz.it's fun!)


RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Winamp, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. DO NOT CHEAT & Have Fun!


1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
=rain on your parade

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
= it's not me, its you

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
= smooth operator

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
= im not a girl not yet a woman

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
= could i have this kiss forever?

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
= am i doing it too much?

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
= u already know

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
= right trough you

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
= all i really want

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
= when u really luv sum1

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
= break the ice

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
= im a slave for you

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
= would i lie to u?

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
= life for rent

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
= thank you

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
= first cut is the deepest

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
= so u can suck my dick

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
= who knew

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
= the way i am

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW
= kim

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
= addicted

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
= hero

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

survey

89 Things You May Not Have Known About Me

1. What is your favorite drink?
+mocca frapucinno
2. What are you currently listening to?
+ apologize by one republic
3. Who's with you today at home ?
+ my housemates
4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
+ akimy amin
5. Last time you went to school?
+ erm. . 4 years ago.
6 . Are you happy?
+ im very tensed ryte now.
7 . When was the last time you watched news?
+ just now.
8. What are your plans for tomorrow?
+ i have a presentation to deal with.
9. Do you love sum1?
+ of course, wat a question. haha
11. Want to kick anyone's ass?
+ yeah, miss to kick my boyfie's big ass!
12. What time is it?
+ 12.07 midnite
13. Do you have any expensive jewelry you're wearing right now?
+ na'ah. dun even wear a bra. dah nak tido ok.
14 . YM or MSN
+ YM
16. How many hours on average do you work a week?
+ tak keje pong.
17. Who do you want to hug right now?
+ mohd hisham, nazarel aswad (sesaje gatal), suhaimi (my bf's bestfren, hahaha).
18. Do you watch the Olympics?
+ nope.
not at all
19. Last restaurant you went to?
+ gelas besar, haha
21. Who was the last person to call u?
+ boyfie
22. What's your zodiac sign?
+ cancer
25 . Where do you spend most of your time?
+ bedroom, in front of laptop.
26. Where does most of your relative/ family live?
+ johorr..
34. Collect anything?
+parfum
35. Myspace or Multiply?
+ myspace la. .
36. Do you have mobile phone?
+ yup. norkia
37. Last time you saw your parents?
+ last sunday ;(
43. Ever been to a wedding?
+ yup. and it makes me daydreaming.
44. Where is your cellphone?
+ beside my lappy.
45. are u wearing glasses now?
+ nope. I'm wearing contact lenses
46. Are you missing anyone at the moment?
+ totally! yee ye ..
47. Did you take a nap today?
+ yeah, this afternoon
48. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
+ 5 hours!
56. Do you support your friends?
+ not really
57. Could you handle being in the military?
+ no way, im too fat to run!
58. Are you hungry or thirsty?
+ im craving of sumthing sweett.
59. Favorite ice cream flavor?
+ Mint!
62. Do you own a camera phone?
+ yup.
63. Ever had to take a diagnostic test?
+ huh?
68. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use?
+ photobucket
69. Last place you were at?
+ unisel's library
70. What is your current mood?
+ stress
75. Do you have any regrets?
+ lotsalot.
76. what are you doing?
+ trying my hard to finish up this assgnment
81. Favorite food?
+ cannot think of one
82.what was the lastest movie you watch?
+ taken
86. How is the weather today?
+ its raining outside im crying inside
87. Do you e-mail?
+ nope!
88. Last thing you ate?
+ nasi koret2
89. a girl/boy?
+ a fat girl

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

jst sharing.

remember my bf used to said dat having 'S' with me was no longer interesting to him?
Guess wat.
I went back to my hometown last weekend.
We met, We fought, I cried, He pissed off and blablabla.
But just during the nyte, he will act nicely to me.
Just because he wanted me to blow him.
Because of the fought dat we had, the tears dat i've been wasting for him, and the heartache dat im suffering from, so i decided to not to blow him.
I didnt reject him purposely, it just dat i'm too damn sad and i'm too damn hurt for dat fcking thingy.
and the phrase dat, 'having sex with you was no longer interesting to me' keeps resound in my head.
......
............
................

his first trial is on our anniversary, 1st day we met. I reject.
Second trial, the next day, also the same. Rejcted.
Third trial, haha, the next day. He was rejected also and I really pissed him off.
Hahaha.
He yelled at me, but deep inside im laughing like hell!!
ahaha, to me, he looks so cute at ddat time even though he was shouting at me.
Then, I went back to KL.....
But the funny thing is..
After his 3trials were rejected, we no longer fighting, argue and so on. But its for now la.
bsok2, aku taktau.
And since he was rejected, he became so fucking damn nice to me.
Idk. I just love him when he's like this, i mean ryte now when he being so nice to me.
I love him.
Why cant he treat me like this, everyday, every minute, every second?
I think, in order for me to be treated well by him, i need to ignore his sex needs.
haha
pdn muuke.
tp die sgt comel mlm itu. n i wont forget dat..
;)

Sunday, March 22, 2009

stupidity kills

malam hari tu, bersamaan sabtu malam minggu, bersamaan 21st of march 2009,
aku pegi jumpe my-so-called ex-bf.
Argh, macam sial.
I dun him anymore.
Not a lil' bit, Not at all!
Jijik disgusting and so on.
So fcking annoyed with him, huh.
Bnci gyle, tak bole blah.
ngantok ah.
zzzzzzzzz..
to be continued...

Not-so-big Anniversary


20th March 2009,
Our monthly anniversary.

haapy 47th months anniversary.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

What A Day

hurm..
Where to start?
Let me start with unanswered test paper.
haha. tak boleh jawap gitu lorh.
bangun pagi2, mandi air sejuk2, bawak kete yg baru dicuci HuJAn2 , haih.
as soon as i arrived, as soon as the paper is in my hand, i couldnt answer the Question, which are not so tough actually, it just that i dun read and as a result, no answers!
ahah.
Okay, lets move on with the Caunselling session. Can u believe dat i have to go to the counselling unit becoz my name was reported as the problematic student, stressed student or wat so fucking ever.
ahah, i have to sacrifice my sleeping time, just to go to dat fucking stupid counselling session, pantek betol.
I dun need help, not from a counsellor of course!
Now, proceed with the presentation.
The lecturer came in, with the mood swing, and it get my nerves on.
however, i did quite well in that presentation, :) clap clap clap!

After finished the class, me n few of my bitches decided to have dinner at 'BIGGLASS' haha, before dat, me and Alin wnt to bank to withdrawl money. as soon as we arrive at CIMB bank, the full already full of banglas. haha, with the so fucking great smell!! sangat smelly ok. then, i decided to go t0 ambank, sbb dah tak boleh blah dgn bau yg melanda. smp je ambank, same problem. mamat bangla berator sikit punye ramai dan mencucuk duit dgn sikit punye lame sehingga aku perlu mengeluarkan suare sumbang aku, "Excuse me, make it fast please!!"
Kesian kat bangla tu, im not being selfish, tp ko dah lame gile kot. My armpits strted to get wet just waiting for them to wthdrawl the money. I'm wearing Kurung some more!

Dahlah tu, enough about that.
lepas je amek duit, aku teros 'berdessuupp' pegi kedai makan tu.
Sampai je kat kedai makan, aku memparking kete, unfortunately.... "belepupps" bunyik tu kedengaran..
guess wat, tayar kete aku dah terbenam! GREAT!
even greater takde org pon nak tolong.
so aku dan kawan2 pon mengeluarkan la tenaga jantan kitorang utk menolak kenderaan itu..dan akhirnya kami berjaya.
kete aku sngt jijik condition die skarang ni. haih..

hum.
besok..
aku balek johor.
taktaula aku happy ke tak sbenanenye nak balek jb.
happy ke tak happy?
sbenanye..more to takot..
takot nak jmp die. ;(
well, i planned to meet my ex this weekend;P
tatau la jadi ketak.
everything depends on him, kalo die nak pegi..jadi.
kalo tak, tak jadi.

ape lg aku nak tulis?
jantung aku skrang..

dupdapdupdap..

sehari suntuk aku tak call 'dia' and aku tak msg die.
skarang ni..tgh dupdap tatau nak call ke tak.
die just call n msg me, once!
nak cal ke tanak?
humm.
ntahlah..
Tanak kot!
tanak ah.
nanak!
dah la..
lagi byk aku tulis pasal die, aku jd lagi nervous..
grrr...
hehehe.
chowwwwwwwwwtut.