jst sharing.

remember my bf used to said dat having 'S' with me was no longer interesting to him?
Guess wat.
I went back to my hometown last weekend.
We met, We fought, I cried, He pissed off and blablabla.
But just during the nyte, he will act nicely to me.
Just because he wanted me to blow him.
Because of the fought dat we had, the tears dat i've been wasting for him, and the heartache dat im suffering from, so i decided to not to blow him.
I didnt reject him purposely, it just dat i'm too damn sad and i'm too damn hurt for dat fcking thingy.
and the phrase dat, 'having sex with you was no longer interesting to me' keeps resound in my head.

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his first trial is on our anniversary, 1st day we met. I reject.
Second trial, the next day, also the same. Rejcted.
Third trial, haha, the next day. He was rejected also and I really pissed him off.
Hahaha.
He yelled at me, but deep inside im laughing like hell!!
ahaha, to me, he looks so cute at ddat time even though he was shouting at me.
Then, I went back to KL.....
But the funny thing is..
After his 3trials were rejected, we no longer fighting, argue and so on. But its for now la.
bsok2, aku taktau.
And since he was rejected, he became so fucking damn nice to me.
Idk. I just love him when he's like this, i mean ryte now when he being so nice to me.
I love him.
Why cant he treat me like this, everyday, every minute, every second?
I think, in order for me to be treated well by him, i need to ignore his sex needs.
haha
pdn muuke.
tp die sgt comel mlm itu. n i wont forget dat..
;)