sadness

im such a dumbo, im stupido.
being rejected for alomst hundred times, but still i am, here, keep waiting for him to luv me like he used to.
I was a fool for him, i was a bitch to him. and still, im wanting him.
i was unappreciated, he's taking me for granted.
i've been ignored by him.



RELEASE ME!


is dat the best phrase for me to say to him? i dun think so. cause later on, i'm the one who'll be crying like hell. and he dont even care if i leave him.

idk, maybe its my fault coz im hanging on too long.
i should have left him years ago.
But im not strong enuf to do dat.
coz to me, he's everything dat i've ever wanted in my life. and leaving him, will be the stupidest thing dat ever crossed in my mind.

though i am soo damn and absofuckinglutely stupid in his eyes, but i still want and love him.
i'll be waiting, till God noes when.

loving you equals to im hurting myself so badly. but i want ur luv so foolishly. ;(

love me like u used to love me.
im missing those parts of our life, im missing u, dear.